Heaven doesn't seem far away.

I think that I may write more often now. Maybe all I'm writing about is him, so don't read or don't be mad. It's just.. Oh I don't know. I'm so amazed and suprised, I really don't know what I feel. It's just everything, it's HIM. He's just perfect, everything in him is so good. I have no fcking idea, what is this x-factor, what makes him so special, but there's something, that even I couldn't understand. Still.. I know, it's in him, somewhere. I love the way he makes me feel, how happy he makes me feel. I love the way he makes me smile, laugh. I love his eyes, his lips, his arms. I could just lie and cuddle all day. I have never felt anything like this. With him I'm happiest girl ever, I just can't help myself. It's the way it is and I sincerely hope that it's the way it all stays.