christmastree

Come again with the fire I can't stop!

Take you away now
We're gonna fight into your heart
So hold on tight cause you can't never run from what you see
Take my advice
Spirits don't fly unless they are free
I've been taking it to the world
Have no fear now 

Ayaho

Levitate-tate

Suht lahe jah, milleks ikka teha paar päeva vaba aega, et kokku saada aga ei no jep. Miks vaja

I constantly tell myself "I'm done," but then I find myself trying again. 

tired of going back and forth

I want to kiss you on December 31st from 1159pm to 1201am so I can have a great ending to 2011 and an amazing beginning for 2012.

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see

There're secrets in this life

That I can't hide

Somewhere in this darkness

There's a light that I can't find

Maybe it's too far away

Or maybe I'm just blind

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything in me

Wants to be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I could

I'd give up everything

If only for your good

You can hold me when I'm scared

You won't always be there

So love me when I'm gone

Oh why

Again & again & again & again.. Ei mõista ennast ja ei mõista neid segaseid tundeid, mida tekitad.

Ma tõesti ei leidnud enne sõnu kirjeldamaks seda, mida ma tunnen. Kurb on see, et tunnen kolme täiesti erinevat tunnet üheaegselt. Üpriski segadusse ajav või mis ? Mind on jälle vallutanud see tühjus, mida ma üritan täita ja täita, kuid täiesti valeda vahenditega, valede inimestega. 

It's just a drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was praying that you and me might end up together

It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

But I'm holding you closer than most, 

Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer ?

And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?'
Cause now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
Come on skinny love

Miks ma keelan olla endal õnnelik ? Miks ma tunnen just nii nagu ma tunnen ? See oli tõsiselt imelik, et ma järsku sellise asja osaliseks sain. Mina, sina ? Kes selles süüdi on ? 

there's no place

Hea rahulik nädalavahetus seljataga. Selline tunne on, et ikka pole ennast välja maganud. Ei saa aru, lähen magama kell 10, ärkan hommikul kell 9. Lähen kell 5 öösel magama, ikka ärkan 9. Laupäeval käisin shoppamas, sain endale kontsasaapad, uue ilusa rahakoti ja mustad teksad. I like.
Nüüd tuleb pikk koolinädal, halb on see, et sellest koolist on nii siiber ja samas ma tegelikult ei tee seal midagi. Kolmapäeval vähemalt saab Tartusse, väga rahul sellega.

and all the lights are shining on the sea

as the rolling waves crash along the beach

and our minds were meant to sail

take a rest from our thoughts

take a brake from this world

and we'll feel miles away

from the places that we used to be

as we lay in the sand

and we stare at the sky

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them. "  
- Sex and the City

wires

I see it in your eyes, I see it in your eyes

You'll be alright

Running, down corridors through, automatic doors

Got to get to you, got to see this through

I see hope is here, in a plastic box

I've seen christmas lights, reflect in your eyes

Down corridors, through automatic doors

Got to get to you, got to see this through

First night of your life, curled up on your own

Looking at you now, you would never know.

.

so let the drinks go up, go up

Oh, fuckyea. Mul pole sõnu, kui haigelt õnnelik ma olen. Mu tujud on ikka hämmastavad. Päev läbi olnud lõbus,  nüüd koju tulin, muusika põhja ja läks asi veits hulluks. Täiega tahaks pidutseda, seda tunnet pole ammu tundud. Seega, ma eeldan, et kõik on liigagi korras. Pole enam millegi üle viriseda. Ainult üks otsus, mida ei suuda otsustada, 28-30 Rootsi või saaks paar päeva üksi kodus laamendada ?

Ja davai, homseks kõik pakkumised oodatud 56675050 !